isn't it better just to cling to the dream of what
could have been, than to ruin everything with'
reality ? » A CiNDERELLA ST0RY *
as soon as you get online
who's name do you look for @ first?
i feel S0RRY for that WH0RE you LEFT ME for
love those fake fights we have wen we`re together because i know that if i walk away you will come after me
i`m not the girl who runs up to youu when i see youu
&& i`m not the girl who jumps at every moment to talk to
youu ; but i am the girl who keeps it all inside and regrets it later.
he said "I love you." i laughed & said, "Sorry, i`m allergic to bullshit."
nobody understands how much i miss you. miss
how much we used to talk and miss all the things
we used to do. i try not to admit it to myself that
i still feel this way. nobody knos that i still wake
up think`n of you each day... i still think of you n
i really do miss you. i would give up everything i
have to be everything that we`re not
after think`n for a while. . i`ve come to this :
i`d rather be a BiTCH than a H0E cus` then i`d be recogniz`d for WAT i do ; not WH0 i do
it`s EASY to believe someone
when they tell youu (exactly)
what youu want to hear
she thinks if she calls him it shows
weakness so the hurt goes on with
every tear she`s cried..aint it sad to
see a good love fall to pieces?
quotes are NOTHiNG but an inspiration for the UNiNSPiRED =)
you led me to a nasty h a b i t
by the end of our romance =/
my wrists were covered in scars
&& the other day,
my friend said
"how come youu don`t
do anything with your
life anymore? youu used
to always be smiling &&
going places like the mall
or something every other
day" i just looked at her
with teary eyes memberin
our past and said "yeah,
until him && i broke up.
he was my life."
N0 y0u didn’t break my heart
Y0u helped me to fill it up
& start over ;; WiTH0UT Y0U
i've loved you forever,
in lifetimes before
and I promise you never,
will you hurt anymore
i give you my word
i give you my heart
this is a battle we've won
and with this vow,
forever has now begun...
GiRL TALK:
[x] did you know .. kissinq is healthy?
[o] bananas are qood for period pain.
[x] it`s qood to cry.
[o] chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
[x] lyinq is actually unhealthy.
[o] only apply mascara to your top lashes.
[x] it`s impossible to apply mascar with your mouth closed.
[o] chocolate will make you feel better.
[x] more than half of guys want YOU to make the first move.
[o] most boys think it`s cute when you say the wronq thinq.
[x] a qood friend never judqes.
[o] a good foundation will hide hickeys. .. not that you have any of course.
[x] boys aren`t worth your tears.
life is too short .. so love like youu can`t get hurt.
smile like it`s going out of style, and have no regretss
because it`s all |[ worthwhile ]|
i know i`m made of mistakes , disappointments , and failures.
but i promise youu that there is a part of me that is actually worth
» keeping.
DREAMSz «-- with out them, we are nothhing.
what causes them is unknown. but they ARE what
makes us get up in the morning and hope that one
day they will come true.
true friends are the ones that when youu`re crying your eyes out,
are pulling the tissues from their purses. the one`s making youuu
laugh so hard that youu could pee ;; and the one`s who aren`t
teaching youu how to dance, they are the ones shovinq youu onto
the table sayin ; letsgogirl
it doesn`t matter what kind of vibe youu got off a person, cause
nine times out of ten, the face they`re showing youu is NOT the
real one.
i`m in the middle of trying to choose who
i wanna love and who i wanna lose.
it always rains the hardest on
the ones who deserve the sun
why don`t we hit [ restart ] and
pause at our favorite partss ?
she wanted something else
something different
something more..
PASSi0N. & R0MANCE
perhaps, or maybe quiet
conversations in candlelight
rooms or perhaps something
as simple as NOT BEiNG
`---» SEC0ND. «-----’
worry about your character
not your reputation because
your character is who you
are && your reputation is
what people think you are
i' m still walking
down memory lane
' cause i know i' ll be
running into you
dont let anyone ever promise you that they won`t
ever hurt you because at one time or another it
will happen. the real promise is if the time you
spend together will be worth the pain in the end
i've loved you forever,
in lifetimes before
and I promise you never,
will you hurt anymore
i give you my word
i give you my heart
this is a battle we've won
and with this vow,
forever has now begun...
sweet lady would you be my sweet love for a lifetime?
i`ll be there when you need me
you think eating carpet lint is funn!
wait until you fall ;; i n l o v e . . <3
- - chuckie finster [ r u g r a t s ] *
i tried to stop my feelings
but i cant get enough
girl i crave for your love
don't stop this fantasy
hot guys open my eyes...
smart guys open my mind...
but only sweet guys open my <3
candy is sweet
but my kisses are way better
a boy && a girl stood in life for his favorite rollercoaster. the girl
shuddered in fear ;; her fear, heights. she glanced at the boy with watery
eyes and managed to say "i can`t do this." he put his hand on her cheek
and smiled. "i promise youu. if youu fall out, i`ll go with youu."
nothing lasts forever ... sometimes
its for the better and sometimes its
for the worse
Its not the fact that I dont love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit ;; cant take
this bad habit no more <3
i touch my lips, empty of his.
& a soft, relaxing mood washes
over me. Sweet & gentle he was.
A wonderful memory of a slight
kiss between two friends, who
may, be becoming even more
-- ;; » go on, use me,
i can promise that you
won't be the first.
when the class of `02 is graduated and gone, the class of `03 will carry
on. the class of `04 will think they`re cool.. but the class of `05 will alwaysz
RULE !!
SOME DATiNG NO-NO`Sz :
* do not wear slutty/whorish clothes. if youu want his attention,
he could look down on youu and think you`re a low-life.
* don`t flatter him. sure, it may please him after a while, but it
gets annoying. what if a guy came up to youu && kept repeating
"you`re hot! you`re hot!"
* don`t sexually harrass him. don`t say stuff like "hey hot buns! call me!"
what if a guy called youu his bitch, then said "call me"?
* don`t flirt with him if he has a girlfriend.
* don`t be rude to him or his friends.
* don`t become friends with his ex.
i don't believe
that anybody feels the
way i do about you now x3
Love hurts when you break up with someone..
& it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel..
--» to realize the value of a SiSTER,
ask someone who doesn`t have one.
--» to realize the value of 10 YEARSz,
ask a newly divorced couple.
--» to realize the value of 4 YEARSz,
ask a graduate.
--» to realize the value of 1 YEAR,
ask a student who failed the final exam.
--» to realize the value of 9 M0NTHSz,
ask a mother who gave birth to a new born.
--» to realize the value of 0NE M0NTH,
ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
--» to realize the value of 0NE WEEK,
ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
--» to realize the value of 0NE H0UR,
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
--» to realize the value of 0NE MiNUTE,
ask a person who has missed the train, bus, or plane.
--» to realize the value of 0NE SEC0ND,
ask a person who has survived an accident.
--» to realize the value of 0NE MiLLiSEC0ND,
ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
--» to realize the value of a FRiEND,
he loves her
i L 0 V E him*
looks like im
not gonna win
even if you rip my heart out & slam
it on the ground, ill pick it up, dust
it off & hand it right back to you
i wanna be his favorite hello
and his hardest good bye
looks dont matter anymore. id rather have
someone with a good heart than some good
looking idiot with no brain, because looks
fade and i know that. i know that im not going
to be good looking forever.--Paris Hilton.
twenty years from now i am gonna look back,
and remember that you were that one person
who could turn every frown into a smile in a
few simple words. that person who lifted my
head when i was losing faith in myself. that
one person who carried tears on her shoulders
after every fight, every break up, every death.
that one person who always knew what i was
feeling by the look on my face. that one person
who accepted who i was when everyone else
laughed in my face. that one person that
accepted every decision i made believing that
id make the right decisions. that one person who
knew who i really was. that one person that made
the biggest difference in my life. my best friend.
Happy are those *
who dream dreams
and are ready / /
TO PAY THE PRiCE
---» to make them
come true . . .
Kisses are like ----» [ tears ].
The [ real ones ] you can't hold back.
.: do i still love you? ...of course i still love you. do i still need you? maybe. i'm not sure... i don't know if i really need anyone. so i think i'm going to let you go now. and i know it's going to hurt. i'll still cry myself to sleep every night. but eventually, i won't cry anymore. maybe i'll even find someone else to love and care about as much as i do for you. although, i doubt that. :.
know i'll never be the girl
with the perfect hair, or be able
to wear white without spilling
anything on it, but it's okay..
-- Sex and The City
life is full of secrets and lies
so when you get screwed over
.d.o.n.t. .b.e. .s.u.r.p.r.i.s.e.d.
THE H0TTEST L0VE HAS THE C0LDEST END
teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes kind of hard to move on when you only told lies shes breaking down, everyones fading its been so long and shes tired of waiting
when a person tells you your not good enough
that's when you know your better . .
you can drive at 16.
go to clubs at 18 &
drink at 21. retire at
65 but whoever set
the age to fall in love
-0NE TREE HiLL.
there are other fish in the sea
but you'll always be my nemo.
You're so precious to me, i don't even think you
realize how much. It's like that blanket or teddy bear
everyone has when they're little ; never be able to be
parted with, always the most important thing, & loved
more than anything else in the world. That's what you
are to me, and you always will be ;; - forever - ;;
i cant say i've actually loved you,
atleast not in that way,
but i can tell you that i know
i could have if you had
just given me the chance to do so.
im not afraid of heights
im afraid of falling.
im not scared of the dark
im scared of whats in it.
& im not afraid to love
im afraid of not being loved back.
now nothing can change what you mean to me
broken hearted i push you away
i wish i had the guts to ask you to stay.
that's cute. how you thought i would always
run back to you & be your rebound ;; but baby
i've got news for you ;; my world is still spinnin
round & you're not about to get in it's way.. x|3
I want you to see like im seeing you..
It's a picture of perfection,
The vision of you and me..
Cory: My favorite color's yellow, & i'm such a happy fellow, it makes me jiggle like JELL-0! HELL0!
-- B0Y MEETS W0RLD --
The greater your capacity to love,
the greater your capacity to feel the pain.
your breaking my heart
tears in my eyes,
nothing but pain,
& nothing but lies.
brunette ;;
because someone
has to be smart <3
`i look at the picture's i took as i sit &
flip through this book all the memories
run through my head -- as i sit && cry
on my bed'
That shit we go through | we go through together
Youll be my baby today ;; tomorrow ;; Fuck that
[[ Forever ]]
This is for a guy or a girl,
Cutie with a bootie, hottie with a body
-------» just when i thought i was over you,
my heart screamed out im in love with y o u !
I play it off like I got nothin to lie about
--»nothin«-- to [(sigh)] about
but in my heart i know i got somethin to cry about
why couldn`t he just pick up « -----------
maybe i wouldn`t have to hook him up !
no matter how much time goes by
you'll never forget the first time he looked
at you and how you fell in love with his eyes <3
& where is the good in goodbye?
Live every moment like
There will never be a
S e c o n d c h a n c e
i want to listen to your problems..
i really do..
but your not the only ones with problems.
cause i have them too
life is like a beautiful melody
only the lyrics are messed up
you sing me the song of my heart
and i patheticly fall for you more
the saddest
thing to see me
in love with you
after everything
you put me thru
WHY SHOUlD i RiSK EVERYtHiNG |
WHEN YOU RiSK NOtHiNG ??
You NEVER stop loving someone...
You just learn to live without them
BESTFRiENDS are totally aware of how retarded
you are and still manage to be seen with you.
Baby I want the whole world to see
Just how good your love looks on me
Your love is like fallin' upside down
Straight up now tell me
Do you really wanna love me forever
Or am I caught in a hit-and-run
Straight up, now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together
i'm tryna act like i don't wanna be with
*you.. like i would be okay if you just
walked away. i'm tryna act like i don't
wanna see you .. like you were just a
face .. ( i'll forget you in a day. ) .. ♥
It takes a second to like someone <3
It takes a minute to love someone
<3 But it takes a lifetime to forget them
in my head there's only u now
this world falls on me. in this
world there's real and make ♥
believe this seems real to me.
And theres an emptiness inside her
That she'd do anything to fill ... x3
dont tell me im obsessed
when im only afraid to lose what i found
in ten years there's no way we'll remember
all the boys we got with ; _all the girls we hated*
or how many crazy rules we [ b R o k E ] ;
just that we did it all * T 0 G E T H E R
It's been a bad day..another bad day..& all
i want to do is look at you & know i'll be okay
There's no hard feelings, no one to blame,
just two people, who don't feel the sameeven the stars envy
the shine in his eyes
i DON`T SAY " i LOVE YOU " TO HEAR iT BACK
i SAY iT TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW
isnt it funnie how you can hate someone so much
but with just a few words you love them again_
tell me those,
three last words
that let me know
you still need me
I wanna love you forever
and this is all I'm asking of you
10 thousand lifetimes together
is that so much for you to do?
LOVE :; i've never felt anything like it -- passion, pain.. all of it, and even though it feels like it's killing youu, at the same time.. it reminds youu that you're still alive.
why cant I make up my mind..
everytime I fall its for the wrong guy.
Promise me...that's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you
you know when youu start out friends,
and every little joke is hilarious .. , then
everything he does annoys the hell out
of youu. then finally one day, youu look at
yourself and think "Fuck, i fell in love"
trying just to keep myself from kissing you.
You told me you loved me
I said that was cute
You told me you wanted to be with me always
and without caring I said I'd rather be friends.
Now that I think about it I want you here
Here with me to stay
And after I remembered how much I hurt you
I knew it couldnt be
Sometimes I wish you where here next to me
We picked up our caps & gowns & all that senior stuff that's supposed to help
us remember the good ol' days, but some of the things that you remember the most can't be on paper. That day finally came, & you sat there with all the friends you made over the years..you looked out at your family, and deep down, you knew that this was a once in a lifetime moment. It was the last time in your life that all these people would be together in one place. Yeah, there would be reunions, but there's always a chance that one person wouldn't make it there. You looked back on your time with these people & realized it was short lived & that it didn't seem as if there was enough time for everything that you wanted to accomplish.. sports, activities..all that good stuff. They called your name, & your tassel got turned, & you got a piece of paper that said you were smart. Then you said goodbye..maybe to your town, & that school & your friends. You know, that you can go back to visit, but there will be strangers in the halls & it's not the same. It's different..you're different..but it's not the end. In fact, everything's just beginning
Every time you’re near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
dont know whats gotten into me
But I kinda think I know what it is
- - - i think im in love
. . . Its okay . . . thats just my heart you stepped all over . . .but I love you so who says you wouldnt put it together again.
& I guess what killed me the most
was hearing them ask you
"Did you love her?"
& you shrugging your shoulders
and saying..."I did... but now i've let go"
I fell for his smile
And he loved me for a while
And someday he's going to wish
He hadn't left me like this.
guys only want to get into your ..p.a.n.t.s..
..it`s because they`re lacking in theirs..
Please leave your comfort zone, for you I'll let the real truth be known. Thinking of my future without you leaves me breathless, I get too scared to even speak. So let's leave the problems all behind...let our future as friends unwind ...but take me away today, bring me back on a better day.
So here I am, alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this
And won't you think I'm pretty
Standing at the top of the bright lite city
From the way that you acted
To the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
As far as he's sees, there's nothing left inside
A whole cup full of nothing he can indulge
You pick the best times
To drop the worst lines
Knowing nothing is better then knowing it all
You know it's changing
and it's breaking your heart.
There's nothing you can do,
except watch it fall apart. </3
Paradise can't exist without you.
27 WAYS T0 MAKE A GiRL SMiLE <3
1. tell her she is beautiful, not hott or fine.
2. hold her hand at any moment you can.
3. kiss her on the forehead.
4. leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don't let her go.
6. recognize the small things. . they usually mean the most.
7. call her sweetie, not baby.
8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with.
10. write her notes [ she loves them ] .
11. introduce her to family&friends as your girlfriend.
12. play with her hair & if it smells good tell her.
13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.
14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she
will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.
15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes.
16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because
you miss her.
17. let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. carve your names into a tree.
19. if shes mad, kiss her.
20. give her piggyback rides.
21. bring her flowers just because.
22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
23. let her take as many pictures as she wants.
24. slow dance with her even if there isn't music playing.
25. kiss her in the rain.
26. take long walks on the beach at night with her.
27. and most importantly if you love her, tell her
don't come crawling to me when it ends
i used to actually feel like your best friend
So everyone always asks what happened to us..
the two best friends who were crazy over each other..
I always reply with you were the crazy one..cuz you
walked away from it all x|3
ME, MYSELF & I is all I gotin the end
that’s what ive found out & theres not need to cry
I took a VOW that from now on i`m going to be
my OWN best friend.
i know you don`t do it purposly
but, you give me ( b u t t e r f l i e s <3 )
Sometimes you're flush, & sometimes you're bust,
& when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, &
when you're down, you never think you'll be up again.
But life goes on..
That's the most wonderful feeling in the world, how
many people are ever given that chance? to have someone
you love fall in love with you over and over again..?
Memories are treasures worth far more than gold
Sometimes you have to take a step back to see
what's really going on. Maybe that's what we both
really need to do right now..find our balance again.
Once again i find myself trying to be okay
with the fact that we're just friends, but then you
grab my hand & well..then i'm not okay..i'm
floating..
feel sometimes that nobody has held me down
& forced me to cry or made me hug them or go to the
inside of me..it's like i say "oh i'm fine" and walk away
..nobodys ever said "no you're not.."
if L0VE is shelter.
then i`m going to
walk in the RAiN
i tried to take the pain away by finding someone [ new ]
buh then i realized, there`s ( no one ) compared to you<3
&& even if i look around pretending not to cry
i`ll always go back to the day you said g o o d - b y e
if youu dress nicely, he says you`re a snob. if youu dress sexy, he says you`re a slut. if youu argue with him, he says you`re stubborn. if you`re quiet, he says you`re stupid. if youu call him, he says you`re needy && clingy. if he calls youu, he says youu should be grateful. if youu don`t love him, he`ll try to win youu. if youu love him, he`ll leave youu. if youu don`t fuck him, he`ll say youu don`t love him. if youu do, he`ll say youu`re easy. if youu tell him your problems, he`ll say you`re irritating. if youu don`t , he`ll say youu don`t trust him. if youu lecture him, he`ll say youu`re bitchy. if he lectures youu, it`s because he "cares". if youu break a promise, youu can`t be trusted. if he breaks it, he had to. if youu cheat, he`ll expect it to be over. if he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way ..
If you wanna tell someone how you feel then say it,
pain only lasts for a minute but regret
| L a s t s - a - L ii F e T ii M e |
when i push you away thats when i need you
[ the ]x[ most]
Remember the first time we kissed that night? Remember the first time you held me so tight? All those feelings are still here...
what happen`s, when he`s your prince charming
but you`re not his cinderella?
he leaves you with a glass slipper
&& a [broken] heart<3
YOU & ME SHOULD GET
AWAY FOR A WHiLE
i JUST WANNA BE ALONE
WiTH YOUR SMiLE
i . t h i n k . i . w a s . f a l l i n g . i n .l o v e
w i t h . y o u . w i t h o u t . k n o w i n g . i t
i was made this size
so i could fit perfectly
in his » a r m s . .
here i am . perfect as im ever gonna be
YOU`ll SEE » lOVE ME FOR ME ♥
*- - - » life is like a pen « - - -*
you can cross out your past
but you can't erase it . .
FOOTBALL is a poor [excuse] for boys // to touch -- each other in inappropriate places.
When i stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BiTCH. when i stand up for those i love, they call me a BiTCH. when i speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BiTCH. being a BiTCH means i won't compromise what's in my heart. it means i live my life MY way. it means i won't allow anyone to step on me. when i refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, i am defined as a BiTCH. the same thing happens when i take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when i act a little selfish. it means i have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who i truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think i "should" be. i am outspoken, opinionated and determined. i want what i want and there is nothing wrong with that! so try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. you won't succeed. and if that makes me a BiTCH, so be it.
i never thought i would risk the chance
of getting hurt again .. but for some reason ..
when im with youu .. it all seemsz worth it
she's feeling worthless.. used again.. but nothings different..
..so i took a walk down memory lane today
i just kept going back and back
looking through old entries
sometimes i would stop.read.
smile =) to myself .`nd remember.
then--that smile would fade away...
sometimes , i would quickly scroll by
cause i couldn`t stand to read the words.
like , one when i read our convo where
we sent each other kisSes x0x`
but god i ( L0VED ) him so much!
i didn`t know till now..but i hate him
i hate him b/c .. i can`t hate him ..
i wish i could just go back to the beginning of it
& just relive it over & over again...
love those fake fights
we have when we`re together
because
i know that if i walk away
you will come after me.
Love is a c r a z y messed up emotion
It will make you smile...make you laugh
get you c r y i n g - make you feel like
dying but in the end no matter how it
makes you feel you know it`s worth it
.. every single second
i know if I keep my distance
you'll see what you're missing
love - we think about it . dream about it . sinq about it *
lose sleep about it . when we don`t have it we search
for it . when we discover it we don`t kno what to do »
with it . when we have it we`re afraid of 'losinq it . it`s
the short word that`s easy to spell . difficult 2 define'&
(_.`´¯`» | ii m p o s s ii b l e | to live without
when i said i loved you a tear rolled
'down my cheeks,not because i was
sad or in the mood to cry but b cuz it
was the first time i said it & meant it
more than anythiinq __ *`
i`m just having another one of those days .. when thoughts of you fill my mind , and i can`t do anything but breakdown and cry. when you're around ,i`ll put on a smile and pretend that i'm okay, but in the end you should know that it's you that made me this way.
want me or you dont..you'll love me
or you wont -- make up your mind its
now or never..i'll tell you right now,
i'm not waiting __[x] f o r e v e r
id rather be blind than see youu happy with her ..
i want someone who will day dream about me in class. then.. the teacher will yell at him and tell him he needs to listen. he`ll say he`sz sorry. then look at me .. smile and mouth " i love youu. "
Trust is like your virginity… once you lose it… you cant have it ]]back[[
i`m always the shot.. never the goal. i`m always the friend.. never the girl. i`m always the bridesmaid.. never the BRiDE.
sometimes i just wanna run away
and see +w h i c h+ of my friends
care enough to (( f o l l o w )) me
Your faith is what you believe, not what you know
It`sz amazing how your smile takes my breath away. I just wish youu knew .. without youu my life is incomplete. And lately the thought of youu is what holdsz me together.
tell me, have youu ever
been in a situation where
the best thing youu could
do was the hardest thing
you`ve ever done but youu
try to do what`s right
CAUTi0N : i MAY HAVE THE SUDDEN URGE T0 KiSS Y0UU!
Sometimesz, at the hardest timesz of your life .. friends are the only things that make sense .. nd` sometimesz, when they don`t make sense at all .. it`sz because your trying to hard to look for what is there .. instead of just taking it as it comes to youu.
Friends are like walls, sometimes you lean on them and sometimes it's just enough to know they`re there.
I stood at the big window watching the plane fly away. Byebye boyfriend, My voice seemed to cry. The plane lifted up, It's engine screaming. I smiled, He had to come back one day. With that thought in my head, I turned to walk away. A sudden jolt entered my ears. I turned around, Faced my fears. I was there, Facing One on one with death. Flames exited into the sky. I could hear a poor mother screaming why. Tears poured from my eyes, My love was on that plane. My one and only. The one that held me when sad, and kissed me when mad. The one that was there when I had phemonia and when I finally got to go home. The one who made me a promise to call each and every day. That very day, I could smell people burning to death. The smoke clouded the air. It wasn't fair. Many innocent lives parished. All sorts of ages. A child the age of ten and a woman the age of seventy-seven, A young boy about sixteen, A baby girl, Two months. How horrid it was. When I heard the body count, I couldn't help but scream. Why that plane? Why, How could this be?! What had I done to deserve this. Who wished so much pain on me? My thoughts were intruded when a hand touched my shoulder. The deep voice said they needed me to indentify a body. So I heard the zipper on it's path down, Each click breaking my heart a little more. His face exposed, Badly burned. Tears drowned my eyes, All sight became a blur. Bye bye baby, Bye bye, I whispered
i tried to paint myself but the colors werent ugly enough ..
loved you then
L0VE you still
...always have
& always WiLL
this jealous rage im in, im tired of your lies
my hand is shaking too violently to write
as i sob out this terrible tribute to you
people say good friends are hard to find.
that's cause the BEST are already mine.
WATCH iT…
`cause he`ll take it
&& won`t give it back
he will talk to youu for hours
&& then NEVER call back..
he will tell you`re special, different, and true
then he takes your heart && breaks it in two….
the best feeling in the world is doing
something everyone said you couldn’t
"How do I tell you that I like you? How can I say that you're the only
thing on my mind? We're supposed to be just friends,
but for me, there's so much more there. I just don't know how to tell you."
`- -» if i told you how much you mean to me
i` d [ n e v e r ] qet a chance to finish '
its amazing how you can make my
worst day perfect by just saying hi
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to call you, but I couldn't fight it. I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it and so I surrender, just to hear your voice. I know how many times I said I'm gonna live without you and maybe someone else is standing there beside you, but there is something, baby that you need to know... That deep inside me, I have to see you... It's all I'm asking.
i can't forgive you for leaving until i
forgive myself for letting you leave
Don't call me obsessed when i'm only
scared of losing the best thing that's ever
happened to me..
true friends are the ones that when you're crying your eyes out, are pulling the tissues from their purses. the one's making you laugh so hard that you could pee;;and the one's who aren't teaching you how to dance, they are the ones shoving you onto the table sayin; lets go girl
Hold me in your arms
Just see how it feels
Don't make we wait forever
Just because you know I will
sitting here remembering what we had just makes me so fucking sad , thinking that i didn`t try, and knowing that hes gone forever just makes you wanna cry ... and he`ll always try to deny and you will never understand why ... im just trying to say i miss you boy and i donno why </3
i told you i love you,
you told me you loved me,
you told me this was forever,
but then you break up with me
the decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial part in any love story. it changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender ; because this kiss already has within it that surrender.
When a girl breaks up with a boy for no apparent reason, its because she’s scared. Scared to get too close, scared to get hurt, scared to be too vulnerable. Realize that she just wants to see if you care enough to do something about it and never let go of her
If it is meant to be you will find each other again
tears are the words
the heart cant say
how come when i am with you i feel like the only person in the world for that one moment. you have something about you that makes everything you say sound beautiful. the way you laugh makes everyone laugh. the way you smile lightens up everyone's day. the way you hug makes you seem so innocent. the feel of your touch makes my spine tingle. the way you love me is sweet and i dont understand how i am the only one that see's these things in you. i dont understand why girls dont have "secret" crushes on you.... but i am glad that you are mine and only mine and i believe that we will be together forever.
If you find the perfect guy and he's single,
stop and think for a second why he's not taken.
a guy realized he wanted her love back.
not wanting to get hurt, the girl said "no"
the boy cried & to god he asked
"if it was really meant to be .. why did i lose her?"
god replied "my child, you didn't lose her, you let her go."
Do you wanna be the guy I tell my secrets to or the guy my secrets are about?
I dont go looking for trouble. trouble usually finds me.
It's late nights like this when I think about you the most
listening to that song you sent me and remembering
the things you put me through.
How did I ever forgive you?
I Love You. Simple And True. My World Would Be Nothing Without You.
If we were ment to be together
Dont you think we would?
Its just reality
Theres NO such thing as fantasies
You promised you would be there for me
Guess I was wrong again..
just because her eyes dont tear
doesnt mean her heart doesnt cry
and just because she comes of strong,
doesnt mean therez nothing wrong
Everytime i'm close to you
I have so much to say
You'll never understand what you mean to me
You onlii walk away
I gave my heart & that's all i can give you,
& if that's not enough, then i'm not enough..
- - - One Tree Hill - - -
I tear my heart open
i sew my self shut
my weakness is that i care too much
Halter tops ♥ Flip Flops
Lemonade ;; in the shade
Blue Skies ♥ Hott Guys
Late Nights ;; Water Fights
Bathing Suits ♥ Shooting Hoops
Sleeping In ;; Sneaking Out
Party Time ♥ SCHO0l`S OUt !!
: its amazing how one day
: someone walks
: [ [ into your life ] ]
: then the next day
: you wonder
: ... how you ever lived ...
: -w i t h o u t them-
`- - - - - - - - - - - »»
dont try to be cute with me cause
i know you hate yourself
it`s alwaiis the bad news thats easier to
♥ B E L i E V E ♥
Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect..
it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
Everytime i'm close to you, there's so much i can't say.
& you just walk away never understanding, what you mean to me.
It wasn't a suicide attempt ;; it was an escape from
everything awful. When we cut, we control our own pain,
& we make it stop whenever we want. Physical pain relieves
mental angiush. For that brief moment, the pain of cutting
is the only thing in the cutter's mind. & when the others come
back, they're weaker. Drugs do that too, & sex, but not like
cutting ;; nothing is like cutting.
Sometimes you have to take a step back to see
what's really going on. Maybe that's what we both
really need to do right now..find our balance again.
a lil boy goes
'dad, is god a boy or a girl?'
and the dad goes 'both'
and the lil boy said, "dad is god black or white?"
and the dad goes "both"
and the lil boy goes, "dad is god michael jackson???"
A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy.
it's always nice to know someone is afraid to lose you....
he's the only boy who can cheer
mee up ... and the only boy that
.::. m a k e s m e c r y .::.
It's important to have somebody that can make you laugh, somebody you can trust, somebody that y'know, turns you on..& it's really, really important that these three people don't know each other
I know i'm not that good of a person.. I make alot of mistakes.. i hurt people..i yell at people..and i have problems..but when i'm with you, you have this power that makes me forget all that and i just smile.
Sometimes letting go is hard but it's easier than holding on to something that isn't there. so talk down to me again remind me how pathetic i am & how perfect you are.
Dirty stares and fucked up lies Made up
rumors & goodbyes ; Once a friend & now a
bitch It's a scratch * we're gonna itch
scared to fall in love - afraid to love so fast
cause everytime i fall in love - it never seems to last <|3
i`ve learned when you grow away from your friends you always find yourself hanging on to the one time you can remember you were all happy. in high school there is never just one romance. you will always want the things or guys you can`t have. people WiLL hurt you even if they might not mean to. kisses are not contracts & they don`t mean forever. just because people say i love you doesn`t mean that they do. long glances are twice as better than short. learning to forgive & forget is one of life`s many virtues. laugh when you fight for dumb reasons. always try to spend quality time with friends. go to sleep with a clear mind. .you`ll sleep better. the guy who loves you the most usually doesn`t have to say it because you can just feel it when he`s around. is it possible to be friends with someone you once loved ? some say yes, some say no. i think it depends on how much you loved them. if someone loves you, that doesn`t mean they`ll never hurt you. nothing can make you stay & nothing can make you leave. the heart only loves what it likes & hates what it doesn`t. when you think about him, is all you can do is remember your past ? or is all you can do is think about your future ? learning to forgive yourself after a mistake is always going to be hard. telling you one thing & doing another is wrong. no matter how many times you look back, never regret what you did. a part of me will always be with you. the heart is forever inexperienced, although it can be broken it keeps beating just the same. we love being in love & that`s the truth. to love is to admire with the heart. to admire is to love with the mind. the head never rules the heart, it just becomes it`s partner in crime. we know things better through love than knowledge. people who do not take chances or risks limit themseleves. people who say dreams never come true, never have had one that did. sometimes it takes a twist of fate to make a miracle. i don`t know whether to love you or hate you. a friend is a friend. . a lover is a lover. . being both just becomes too complicated. sometimes the best things in life really are free. breaking up is harder to do the longer you wait. love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longests, hurts the deepest & feels the strongest. no one has even loved anyone. . the way everyone wants to be loved. we all want to be in love for the simple reason that it is the one experience that makes us feel like we truly belong. when you fall too fast you get burned. the hardest part of learning a love lesson is the part where you have to walk away. he may be perfect but he is human. a smile can change everything, a kiss can`t cure everything, & i`m sorry won`t work forever. a phone call has the power to make or break you. sometimes you just gotta go. sometimes you gotta call a past to help a future. it is possible to fall for someone. . no matter how quick you fall. there is pain no matter what. . the pain that comes before the love or the pain that comes when it`s all over. i still love you, i just don`t know what you are now. i love you, you change me. you love me, i change you. therefore you & i will never fully know each other because we are always changing one another. i feel so alive cause someone like you found me & suddenly nothing is the same.
L0VE doesn't require you to be
'-» * p e r f e c t * «-
... but it does require you to ;'
-» ... f o r g i v e ...
never say things can`t get any worse because life WiLL prove you wrong. . don`t think you can handle everything on your own because no one is that strong. . after awhile you get sick of caring & your too hurt to fight. . & sometimes no matter what you do. . things will never be right <|3
Like Britney I'm overprotected. Like Christina I'm dirrty. Like Snoop I drop it like it's hot. Like Ciara my goodies make the boys jump on it. Like Pink I get the party started. Like Missy I work it. Like Eminem I just loose it. And like Ashlee, you make me wanna la la.
Bitchy? I may be slightly. Only because I don't know how to say "Fuck You" politely.
sOmetime`Sz yOur [ afraid ] t0o becOme a cOupLe w`'
sOmeOne beCauSe yOur afraid Of . l O s ii n q . what
yOu ( aLready have ) w` that pers0n '`; but Life is aLL'
abOut -» r ii s k ` s z «- and require`sz yOu t0o _ jump`
-x- dOnt -x- be a persOn whO haS tO | l lOoK bACk l |
'nd juSt `' wOnder '´ what they wOuLd have Or cOuLd
have had «¬ ' n O o n e . w a ii t s z . f O r e v e R x/3`
^^ Alright i know it`s not much this week but that`s all i can do right now sweeties. <33
-Paige.♥ | 
